You will be whole again
I miss telling my Grandmother that I love her and telling her how grateful I am to have her. I miss her laugh and her presence.
Grieving is an interesting and lengthy process, it really never ends. Someone told me once it comes like waves and it’s true. They said we are lucky that it’s like that because we don’t have to deal with it all at once. It’s nice to be able to look at the silver lining like that during such a difficult time.
I feel lost and just in a daze. I know I will never be the same person again but I am continuing to make my grandmother proud and I am doing my best to keep a smile on my face.
At the end of the day I am just so incredibly grateful.